A bit of a spew

Hi all! I am fast wondering if I should be abandoning this idea of keeping a blog. It’s not that I have nothing to say – it’s more like I have nothing useful to contribute to the world. What would all my whining and whinging do for this world? I am sitting in front of a computer writing! I mean, at some point in my life, I envision myself going over to Africa or India volunteering for World Vision or something. Or maybe to Haiti to visit my sponsor child. Or maybe volunteering my time to a ‘cause’. But it just feels like hard work. How selfish does that sound? See, this has been my kinda week. My subconscious drifting in and out these useless thoughts, on a daily basis – now that I’m 26, I’m officially over the ‘young 20s’, not over the hill, but the next crucial 5 years before you officially have to start tut-tting at young, irresponsible 18-yr-olds (apologies to those who are 18, I truly am envious!). What does one do if they do not want to get married and have babies? I can’t watch the news anymore, it’s so depressing. I can’t wait to get over this blah stage.

By the way, I have a compelling urge to say this – May the Force Be With You. The final instalment of George Lucas’s Star Wars is upon us. Whilst I’m really eager to watch it, I don’t want it to end. In truth, it’s not the end, because then you go the video store and get A New Hope. But to make the final instalment a big baddie!! Woarr… I suppose it’s a good marketing ploy. And something so enticing about the dark side…AND a really yummy actor to boot. I’ve read reviews that Lucas has finally stopped writing crappy love lines (thank GOD!). I quote Harrison Ford “You can read this on a script, George, but you can’t say this shit”.

I hope I’m in a better mood by the end of the week.