was in an absolute foul mood last nite. started good enough, and i went to bed pretending to be asleep for an hour and a half. then i opened my eyes for another hour, before drifting into what i thought was a fitful sleep. eventhough i still woke up fuming. and i don't really know why. i am well and truly bored with all things in life at the moment. so this is what it feels like to have no direction, nothing to strive for. which makes me wonder, why am i so uncomfortable in my own skin, that i can't just lie still and be me?
work has been fairly exciting so far. came out of a very constructive meeting with a client who's a real estate developer, and i can feel the motions of my brain picking up a gear. and we are moving offices next month!!! finally, it only took 6 months to um and ahhh about it - eventhough we'd known about it for 1.5 years. ohmygod! and i get a window seat with a balcony to walk out onto!! yes, i can already picture how 'my' room is going to look and feel.
back to the grind for me.
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